A Lost Bro

Dear Bro,

its a hard thing to do letting you go, i've been through shits with you and still you stuck me up and kept to your gf even though i got her permission to borrow you for a few hours just to hang out. you have to know that im not trying to break you guys up and i know she's gonna have a camp soon but then i forgive you even though i try to help you to realize that she's playing her cards right and you've played all you best cards. 

I tried to help you get jobs to impress her but then what do you do? you shrug me off like im a dust on you shoulder all though these 2 years i've know you i've seen you go from good to bad. what happened to the social part of you what happened to that "sup" to every one in college from being that Casanova  to being a dull, self-centered, overly-controlled friend. 

if you remember correctly im not going to be there all the time to support you through your entire life, i have my own life to care and look after too, im not a maid that can be summon by you anymore you need to grow up and let go of the small kid that wants everything fed to him. you're going to be old and insecure about your gf when she has gone to a better place to work. and you're gonna suffer all alone using drugs, living in with you parents and no job. not all your siblings are going to support you too you know. You've gotta carry your self some day, solo or duo.

This is a story of a dear friend who is lost in love. 

Working Life

 You know that feeling of being in an dilemma everyone has to pass through this stage one part of their life or another. Now i'm stuck between working or making my dreams come through (Pro Football).. its such a bad way to start of my 2014 by getting stuck here. If i do make it into a career that is working full time as a Chef or a full time Footballer. Still stuck on what will work as a career. God please help me!

There are many advantages and disadvantages of being a Chef and a Footballer too many in fact that im too lazy to list all of them down (one of my downside), i know people will just tell me that you should find a better career or at least a stable career but i know that stability is a must for a family man. Its easier said then done i'll tell them. Firstly one is a stable career and one is a dream. Its not like the movie Kung Fu Panda where you will have the dream of being a warrior or a noodle maker. Even the movie does tell you to follow your dreams and be true to it, but that is just a fantasy just like every other barbie movie, saved by the prince finds a lucky unicorn make it her pet and so on...... its so fictional anyways back to from where i side tracked its just not that easy as every movie tells you how easy it is. 

The survival in the now progressing and increasing lifestyle of the Malaysian business is a major factor that most people now are just not going to survive if your salary is below RM2,000 any where below that it is said to be just the break even point in your life barely survive the world they say. its this sayings that they provide to the young generation that scares the younger generation to try stupid things like robing. and since the "kangkung" has no changes in value everyone has been using the "eat kangkung la" or "ada kangkung boleh la" they use this expression that even though that its doesn't affect them but if you see that how the farmers suffer even though that they provide most of the food product to the entire Malaysia community but then the Malaysia goverment decides to export the food for their own gain. 

As i was saying any money you earn it goes back to the place you took it from its like what my friend always uses against me " You Always Go back To Where You Belong -T. Henry-" its a sad world we are living in but at least i am still trying to make the best out of this with good friends and better family supports. Never ever forget about those who has supported you . 

I Approve of this Blog 

-Akira-

Malaysian Who Cares about Malaysia

F&F

Working Life

New Semester..~~

its been a long but short break...it was kinda boring after a while..

~well it was great being able to meet back my frens and now with the semester starting

i'm gonna miss them...well it was nice while it lasted...

how wish that it could last longer....hmmm

guess that it isnt alwys going to be just them but new one and lasting one's come and go..but they are still with u where ever you ar..inside where u treasure them....hope they can be happy with me not there to be with them..in their up and downs...

hope it is going to be a great sem..

new and old....fresh and a new start...

well most of my frens will be gone for their sem break..

well its topsiturvy ..Ps:sorry spelling error..

hmmm

guesss thats all from me since a long time ....

haha xD...SS-ing

till next time

peace out

~Akira~

~Life Story~

I always think i can be the best of the best

well guess wat i was wrong..

maybe in the near future i would like to change my career

its tought being a plum kid...~

well thats life..

i dont think that anything in life is a miss fortune

but a gift..even wif a big size body i believe that anyone and everyone can

do impposible things..wif just a little faith in ur self u can see difference in

ways u cant imagine..

well life is about getting adventures...and being a outgoing person...

but most people would prefer to stay in the safe zone .....

thinking out of the box is just using ur mind to ideas of things...

but doing the things of ur ideas...now thats the challange...

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will what little confidence in ur heart just try doing things that u have dreamt before and just go and try it ..at first it will be a little scary but in the end after the road...

u will want to try it again and again and again ...

so challenge ur self to do the impossible and with that little courage push urself to the limit of the human will power and u will be a different person in the coming future ....

A special thanks to a fren Tiffany

who says just try every things once

life is just too short~~

P.S~no drugs & no smoking..~~

yours Sincerly

~Akira~

~BodyBuilding~...

Its been long & hard since i started it ..but it always seems so hard..

so just to day i went wif my frens...free trials...at their working place..

they have the greates...place to go ...but to become a member i think its ..too expensive..

so when i was building on my own, i tried and tried so hard but just to end up failing to the ..

crude lazyness..

even i play scoccer..basketball futsal...it jjust hard to live life...as i am now...but who cares if

i dont try hard or do my best to become the greatest...i always trive to be the best of the best i just nid motivation ...its hard going solo....

and ..well life just like tis ...we*i mean me * just need to change mind sets about how we do things in our own life style...our rules our life and our time...dont need ppl to come to advice u on how u appear unless if u wanted their oppinion...ono how u look...but unless ur a cool handsome guys which every girl like...u wont have my problems...so its probably ...just some major setback thingy...which every guy/gals have..

but lets get back to the point ..hahaha xD

...so its all in our minds...and just the heart cant do it alone we need all ..to be working together..to help and motivate ourself..and wif help from ppl closes to u ....frens bestfrens gf bf...

..just ask them to help u to motivate urself to try and be a person who can succeed so ppl wont think that u go and become a failur...trive to be the best and put ur heart soul and mind into it and leave the rest to GOD ~~~!!!!!.

~AkiraZ~